Friday, February 27, 2015

My Book Is Finally Published!!!!!

I apologize for my long absence, but I have been doing the final editing for my novel, "Crazy".  After learning how to use CreateSpace and Kindle Direct Publishing (KDP), I can now officially say that my book is available for sale!!

Or for free, if you have Kindle Unlimited.

Also, I'm holding a giveaway on starting on Sunday, March 1.  Ten lucky people will get a signed paperback version of "Crazy".


The story revolves around a woman, Donna Carroll, who moved back to Mount Ares, North Carolina after a nasty, public divorce.  She goes out to lunch one day, and witnesses an insane event - a man stabbing a waitress for bringing too much ice in his cup.    Donna meets up with the sheriff, her high school sweetheart, and learns that there is more going on than she knows about.  Can she help him figure out what is causing everyone to act crazy?  Or will Donna become another victim?

Monday, December 1, 2014

From Saturnalia to Santa: How We Borrow Christmas

In the early 19th century, Caleb Cotton wrote “Imitation is the sincerest flattery”, a quote worth noting because throughout history humans have borrowed or imitated culture, ideas, rituals, and songs from each other:

Here's a good example of Archimboldo's work.
This is called "The Vegetable Bowl".
  • As the Roman Republic expanded and grew into an empire, they absorbed many foreign belief systems into their own with the Greek pantheon being the most obvious. 
  • When the United States was a burgeoning country, Samuel Francis Smith wrote the lyrics to “My Country tis of thee” but ironically used the melody to “God Save the Queen”. 
  • Giuseppe Arcimboldo. a 16th century painter, fascinated Salvador Dali and other surrealists. Sali borrowed Arcimboldo’s idea of hidden faces and expanded it into hidden pictures in many of his works.  
  • In the early 2000s, fashion designers mysteriously decided to bring back the 1970s, leading to bell bottom jeans and platform shoes becoming popular again. 

Here's the same painting, only turned upside down.
Now it's called "The Gardener".

The Christmas season is also borrowed, though the borrowing took place centuries ago. The Romans, the Germanic pagan, the British druids, and the Nords all contribute to our present day celebrations.


In Roman mythology, Saturn (Latin: Saturnus) is the father of all the gods, equivalent to the Etruscan Satre or the Greek Kronos. Worshipped for several centuries, Saturn not only had a vast array of myths, but he also was the god of plenty, wealth, generations, peace, the harvest, and time. Actually, ancient man attributed Saturn with more characteristics. But these characteristics are relevant to Saturnalia. The Romans celebrated Saturn and the anniversary of the Temple of Saturn with a multi-day festival. The length of the festival changed over the centuries, from as short as three days to as long as a week, but generally Saturnalia started on December 17th and ended around December 23th.

Saturnalia occurred after the harvest, before the next crops began to show. On one hand, the celebration was an entreaty to the sun to rise again, to help the next crops grow properly. On the other hand, the celebration marked the beginning of a new year, as the days began to lengthen again. Both reasons fit Saturn since he oversaw the harvest, prosperity, and time.

© Marie-Lan Nguyen / Wikimedia Commons

During the celebration, the government effectively shut down. The courts did not hold session, exercise regimens were cancelled, schools were closed, and people dressed in bright clothing. Roman citizens all wore a pileus (pictured left), a felted hat normally worn by freed slaves. This practice made everyone visibly equal, another facet of Saturnalia. For those brief days, slaves and masters were more equal. Slaves were allowed to play dice, gamble, and freely speak their mind. Some formed groups that roamed around, singing jovial songs.

Another aspect of the closed government was that government officials could not declare war. For a few short days, the Roman Empire lived in peace.

Romans spent the last day of Saturnalia, called Sigillaria, giving gifts to their friends, family, and sometimes enemies. Journals and diaries that survive from that time show that the gifts varied, from money to clothing to jewelry to joke gifts. Sometimes a verse or two accompanied the gift.

The last day also included a feast for the slaves and masters. First, the slaves dressed in their best clothes, and were served a brilliant feast. Afterwards, the slaves changed clothes and served the master his feast. If a master had enough money, he sacrificed a suckling pig for the meal.

From Saturnalia, we get a multi-day celebration, wearing special clothing, exchanging gifts, exchanging cards (verses), wearing a stocking cap, taking a break from work, Christmas dinner, Christmas caroling, and the Christmas ham.

Dies Natalis Solis Invicti

Immediately after Saturnalia, on December 25th, the Romans celebrated the birth of two separate sun gods - Sol Invicti and Mithras.

The worship of Mithras began sometime in the first century, rose to its peak in the second and third centuries, and died out in the fourth century. Not much is known about Mithras, but we do know he’s somehow related to Mithra, the Zoroastrian angel of covenant and oath. Mithra became Mithras, a Persian sun god, and then a Roman sun god. The Romans celebrated the birth of Mithras, a man wearing a Phyrgian cap emerging from a rock, on the same day of the birth of Sol Invictus.

Sol Invictus was the official sun god of the Roman empire starting in 274 AD, though there is evidence of his worship from 102 AD to the fifth century. Emperor Augustine warned people against the worship of Sol in the fifth century.

In the 4th century, the Catholic Church realized that the general populace viewed Christ as a metaphysical concept, not the literal son of God. To combat this problem, the church decided to give Jesus an actual birth date. That is when, according to 12-century Syrian bishop Jacob Bar-Salibi, the Church decided to use the birthday of the Roman god Sol (Dies Natalis Solis Invicti):
"It was a custom of the Pagans to celebrate on the same 25 December the birthday of the Sun, at which they kindled lights in token of festivity. In these solemnities and revelries the Christians also took part. Accordingly when the doctors of the Church perceived that the Christians had a leaning to this festival, they took counsel and resolved that the true Nativity should be solemnised on that day." (“Christianity and Paganism in the Fourth to Eighth Centuries”, Ramsay MacMullen. Yale:1997, p. 155)

Supporting this theory is this mosaic of Christ as Sol Invictus as pictured above. This mosaic is in the pre-4th century necropolis under St. Peter’s Basilica in the Vatican.


Yuletide was a winter solstice celebration of the ancient Germanic people. This celebration encompassed a tribute to Odin (Jul or Yul), a belief in the Wild Hunt (a possible explanation for the Northern lights), a yearly return of draughar (undead beings that walked the earth), feasting, and drinking. Yule was a time of hope, as people looked forward to a return of longer days and spring.

"Book of Days", Robert Chambers, 1832, pp. 773-734

While we don’t have exact dates for this festival, Yule took place for approximate 12 days. Some believe the celebration went on for as long as the yule log burned. Regardless, scholars connect this to the creation of the 12 Days of Christmas.

Yule Log and Mistletoe

“Two popular observances belonging to Christmas are more especially derived from the worship of our pagan ancestors — the hanging up of the mistletoe, and the burning of the Yule log.”

The Yule log originated in the Germanic pagan custom of cutting down a tree for warmth throughout Yule. They brought the tree into the house and burned the trunk. Some scholars believe that the celebrations lasted as long as the log burned. Regardless, this tradition made its way into Anglo-Saxon rituals, where people burned a yule log during winter solstice and decorated an evergreen tree to signify the continuation of life.

The Germanic pagans and British druids believed that a sprig of mistletoe hanging over the front door brought good luck and health. Other pagan cultures thought mistletoe represented divine male essence, so hanging a sprig of mistletoe brought virility, health, and a good harvest.

Yule Boar and Yule Goat

The Yule boar was an offering to Freyr, a god in the Germanic Pagan Pantheon responsible for fertility and the harvest. This turned into the Christmas ham, though early Church elders used the eating of the ham as a test for people converting from Judaism.

The Yule Goat is one of the oldest symbols in pagan and Christian mythology. Scholars believe it might have started with the god, Thor, who rode around in a cart pulled by two goats. Regardless, the Yule goat represents both wassailing (or “going Yule goat” as they still say in Scandinavia today) and gift giving (the invisible Yule goat went around the village, delivering presents to the good people).

The picture above shows Father Christmas riding around on a Yule Goat, delivering food and presents to the villagers.


Terracotta relief of the Matres,
from the Gallo-Roman settlement of Vertillum in Gaul
Public Domain
Mōdraniht, Old English for “Night of the Mothers”, was an event celebrated on December 24th by Anglo-Saxon pagans. From what we know, the pagans first built an altar, then set up candles, gave votive offerings, and prayed to the Mother Goddesses. A feast and an honoring of one’s own mother followed.


As part of the Anglo-Saxon pagan winter solstice traditions, serfs and peasants went around singing to the lords and ladies of the land, a tradition called wassailing. There were two types of wassailing: one at a lord’s manor and one at the orchards and fields. At the manor, the singers expected food or treats after singing. In the orchards, the singers sang to the trees to help the upcoming harvest.

Christmas Tree and Wreaths

The pagans in Northern Europe celebrated winter solstice with evergreen trees and wreaths. Evergreen represented life, with wreaths a symbol of the circle of life. As people who lived off the land, they depended on the circle of life for food. In some parts, the trees and wreaths helped keep demons at bay, and represented happiness and warmth as the shortest, darkest day of the year passed.


The original bearded man who flew around delivering presents was not St. Nick, but Odin, the Allfather from Nordic mythology. Carrying a spear and wearing a cloak, Odin rode across the sky on an eight-legged horse called Sleipnir during the Yule, delivering gifts to good people. He learned about the world, including who had been good and bad, through his black ravens, Huginn and Muninn (Old Norse for ‘thought’ and ‘memory’). The Nords also credited Odin with gifting them a rune alphabet.

When the Catholic St. Nicholas moved from southern Europe to northern Europe, he changed into Sinterklaas, merging the Christian rituals with the Nordic traditions. Sinterklaas had a big beard, wore a cloak, carried a staff, rode a white horse across roofs, and gave out chocolate letters to children. Sinterklaas also had black-faced elves who peered down chimneys, spying on who was good or bad. When the Dutch brought Sinterklaas to the New World, the name became anglicized into Santa Claus.

The Anglo-Saxon traditions own much to Odin as well, though under the name of his counterpart, Wodan. A major deity in Anglo-Saxon polytheism, Wodan traveled around wearing a cloak and carrying either a spear or a staff, riding a white horse, and blessing the harvest during the winter festivals. Wodan appears in many folktales and legends through the Middle Ages and beyond, giving rise to the mythology around Father Winter and Father Christmas.

The Christmas season reflects the traditions and rituals passed down through mankind’s written history. From evergreen wreaths to gift-giving to Santa, man takes his ancestors’ ideas, incorporating and interpreting them to fit the current times. Today, we have new traditions, such as the Elf on the Shelf and websites that follow Santa as he delivers his presents. One of these websites, run by North American Aerospace Defense Command (NORAD), not only tracks Santa but also loads images of various geographic landmarks that Santa flies past. Maybe in the future NORAD’s website will start a tradition of learning about other cultures or other parts of the world. Or maybe our modern society can emulate the Romans and forbid war the Christmas season. Soldiers did that a few time during World War I in what we now call the Christmas Truce. In 1914 and 1916, both the Allied forces and the German forces set aside arms, exchanges presents, sang songs, and ate dinner together. For one precious moment, differences were set aside and shared humanity took center stage.

In the end, the Christmas (winter solstice) celebrations embody an optimistic hope for the future. In the past, the hope was for a good crop, healthy animals, and good weather. During World War I, the Christmas truce represented hope for the end of the war. Now, the celebrations are hope for a better future, where peace and prosperity reign, people learn to debate instead of argue, and the world becomes a better place. What do you hope for this Christmas season?

Sunday, November 30, 2014

Racial Profiling in America

First, I owe you an apology.  I have lived in a figurative House of Plague this past month, as an influenza and cold-type virus invaded at the beginning of the month, working their way through everyone.  I'm finally over the worst of it.

Michael Brown - in a photo uploaded to Facebook by a friend

I've been reading about all the problems in Ferguson, and I find myself deeply troubled over the entire situation.  Morally, I believe that Officer Darren Wilson tremendously overreacted when he shot Michael Brown after talking to him for jaywalking.  I cannot express the level of overreaction; no one deserves to be shot or even threatened for jaywalking.

As for the Grand Jury refusing to indict Officer Wilson of any crime - I read that as one of two possibilities, either one bad.  The first possibility is that all of the people on the jury are prejudiced and/or biased against black teens, and feel that the officer did nothing wrong.  The second, and perhaps scarier possibility, is that Officer Wilson actually did nothing wrong legally and therefore did not merit an indictment.  If Officer Wilson followed police procedures, then we have a screwed-up system in place for the police to follow, and that needs to be changed pronto.

Let me disclose up front that I am a white woman living in suburban Atlanta.  The police here are friendly and respectful to me, and I have never had a conversation with a police officer who was less than completely cordial.  

I have a black friend here with a different experience. She gets pulled over approximately once a month for various excuses, though  the most common two are "I couldn't read your license plate" and "I think I saw a brake light out".   Mind you, her car is always clean, her license plate always readable, and her brake lights are never out.  She is getting pulled over for being black.

Her brother gets pulled over twice as much for the same lame reasons.

While the police officers are basically respectful to my friend, often apologizing for their mistake about her license plate or brake lights, her brother doesn't get apologies, or sometimes even common courtesy.  He gets harassed, for doing nothing more than driving a car under the speed limit with being a black man.

My husband has a friend who is black and drives a full-sized van.  He never speeds, never drives wildly, and never touches his cell phone behind the wheel.  But every single time he drives down I-75 to visit friends at Warner-Robbins Air Force Base (he's ex-military), he gets pulled over by police, who try to search his van.

Every.  Single. Time. 

A full-sized van - clearly black men only drive these to transport drugs, right?

The police approach him as they would a known drug dealer, acting belligerent and disrespectful.  The friend acts respectful, asks the officers why they pulled him over, and talks about his time in the military.  It's the military talk that gets to most officers, as they calm down and realize that this man might be black and driving a van, but he's not dealing drugs.

While relating this story to me, he told me that an officer once asked him why he drove the van.  Didn't he know that the police would pull him over more because of it?

I am still stunned at that question.  Why should anyone consider a police officer's reaction when buying a car?  Why should a police officer label any particular type of car as criminal?

The worse part is - none of these police officer will ever get into trouble because they are acting as expected and following police procedures.

American police racially profile everyone on the street and everyone that they interact with while on duty.  That means that black women who are not doing anything currently suspicious get a cursory search, and black men get treated as if they are guilty of a crime.  Black women who act suspicious get treated as black men.  Middle-eastern teen and men are all terrorists, and all Hispanic-looking people are potentially illegal.

Meanwhile, poor white people are treated like innocent black women, middle-class white people get treated with respect and given the benefit of the doubt in most situations, and rich white people are virtually untouchable.

For those who don't believe me, I suggest you read "Police Searches of Black and White Motorists" by Frank R. Baumgartner, Derek A. Epp, and Bayard Love.  Published in August 2014, this study covers police stops in Durham, NC from 2003 to 2013.  During this time, police stopped black motorists almost 1.5 as many times as white motorists, with over twice the search rates.

More telling are the reasons for the stops.  White people are pulled over on stops with more concrete evidence of wrong-doing, such as driving while impaired.  Black people are pulled over on more discretionary stops.
We, as a society, need to change how we treat each other.  The human body contains between 70,000 and 80,000 genes.  Only 378 genes are used to determine skin color - that means less than one half of a percent is used to determine whether a person is a shade of black, white, or brown.

As far as we know, these 378 genes don't control behavior, attitude, height, weight, or any other genetic trait.  All they determine is the color of a person's skin.

Come on, people, we need to let go of these prejudices.  We need to treat everyone as equal, regardless of our differences.  We need to treat each other with respect and politeness.  Otherwise, black men will never be safe walking down the streets.  And that is not okay.


  • Strachan T, Read AP. Human Molecular Genetics. 2nd edition. New York: Wiley-Liss; 1999. Chapter 7, Organization of the human genome. Available from: 

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

Wordless Wednesday: A Picture Worth A 10-Day Suspension

Jaime Pereira and her boyfriend, Tito Velez of Taunton, Massachusetts
The world has gone crazy in Massachusetts.  These two kids took this picture at Ms. Pereira's house, left the airsoft guns there, went to homecoming, came back, and then posted the picture on Facebook.  Note that the airsoft rifles never went either to homecoming or the school, or even close to school property.

The school system's response?

A 10-day suspension for each student, because...

“What it's about is a couple of students engaging in an activity that created a total destruction of the school day,” Superintendent Richard W. Gross said. "They're juniors in High School, and it's proactive and they should know better and it scared students."

How exactly does a picture posted on Facebook destroy a school day?  Does it spawn little Facebook soldiers that march into the building with air-powered pellet rifles?  Does it magically remove time from the clock?  And what kind of people are scared of this picture?    Are you scared of it, Mr. Gross?  Because if you are, maybe you need to get some professional help.

Just sayin'.